Is it permitted to me for being envy?
arghh.. I now feel uncomfortable because I feel envy with others. I feel envy with my friends. That’s it. I feel like I’m nothing compare to them. Who am I? I just don’t really understand who I am. I’m such a fool person. I do not have any talent. I do not even know what I am good at. I supposed to know it but to be honest I don’t know. :0 It is really bother me so much. My mood is not as good as always. I guess I am all alone again, said Tablo in his lyrics. That’s really suits me. I’m alone. I feel lonelly. I feel llike I don’t have anyone to share with. Such a pesimistic person. Huh.. I really wanna cry if I remember this feeling. I try to talk to my self for not being envy with others because I am me. But, in this kind of mood, I just can’t think like that. Underestimate with myself?? Hmm maybe sometimes. Damn it. I don’t even know what to do know. All of my mind full of this envy, so do my heard and my soul.I really feel uncomfortable .. *sigh
